haix~~

i just updated on sun...and mon ....my ah gong leave mii :S
tis  time i rather irritated ...
wads  the prob wif God?
wad he trying to do wif mii?????
GOSH ! WAD TIS??
after my dad  pass away within a year 3 more people go join him ....
wad the heck is tis man ??!!
all is my loves ones somemore wor...
who understand how i feel man ??? o.O
nugget!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 haix....
ah gong used to bring mii and sister to playground every sat when my mum is working..then both of us is being taken care of by my ah gong...
he alway buy sweets for us...
but as we grew older...
i went to church...
i seldom go back visit him...............
when mon i went..early in the morning...
i saw him..so thin....and so weak...
u cn hear him breathing so loudly...
and....1055 he left us... :S
all of us were so sad....
we didnt expect him to leave us so fast ...
but...
haix...
nite i was msging jie lily and lq...
i was argueing wif them...
y God remove my loves ones from mii...
 is ridiculars to the max la...
haix...
i seriously dono how to trust him.....
i don feel like going teens to praise him..
listening to him...
i SERIOUSLY ...dying of tireness....

u in camp....i didnt wan to disturb u...
take care and rest well...

teach mii how to trust u again